just kidding, obviously is sucks major ass.
finding out today that my ex girlfriend cheated on me with one of my really good friends did not feel so great. yeah okay, it’s my ex & it’s in the past but still. it’s pretty fucked up. I’ve gotten cheated on before & now she’s just added to the list of cheats. it’s funny cause they probably thought this would be kept from me, that I would never find out. well, nothing will ever be kept from me, ever. I find out everything sooner or later.
but I seriously don’t know why that happens to me, why my significant others cheat on me. I don’t deserve shit like that in my opinion. I really really don’t.
but fuck it, it’s my luck & shit happens.

I just wanna go to mars or curl up in my sheets & sleep. actually, I really wish I wasn’t alone right now, I need to get out.
alright, I’m done ranting.